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getting older =(

             ya, it's quite late to say happy new year everybody, but  NOBODY CARES! =P
firstly, new yr celebration of mine was very boring....i sat in front of messy desk with books opened...HAHA
well unie needed to face final exm~~ sem 2... i juz listened to fireworks outside came from nowhere and jus witnessed it soullessly.....fortunately my room has verandah! err...actually i could only see the sparkling not the FIREWORKS as whole....but ok laa...~ few minutes later................." hoi....!!!! tawulah new yr.........jgnlah bising sgt.......!!! owg nak exam lahhhhhh,,,,....>>>>>" =,=  WTH ....tht deafenin' voice really spoiled my mood....not only myself, BUT all members at the 3rd floor!!! waaaa!!! everybody jus listen....n continue study...HAHAH...but actually nobody focus~~ shittun.....then, we made a circle....and did back-biting...sossseeehhhsooossseehhhh...>>> =) really boring la tht PERSOn..no need to shout aloud like tht~~       -SPOILER-

                
                 ok.....now, i want to insist here tht i hate of getting older!!! uuuwaaaa......='(  19 yrs old kot...uisshh....horrible...can sumone tell me how i can make a change???? i really feel tht im nt suppose to be 19 as i think it's not reasonable....huhu... XNK SEDAR DA TUA....-DILEMMA-


                 err....ahha! u know wht, my second semester is the worst ever....for wht reasons?? a lot! can't write them down...in terms of live....social....friendship....money.....IBADAH....but no LOVE ye....i'm single man...proud to say tht at the moment lah.....hopefully i'll fit them all.....everythimgs is vital...without one of them .....means i live for nothing...hehew..ok guys........smile =) no stress=) peace no war =)

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  1. luv u unie!
    go grab your happiness,
    ibadah-social-study etc. xD

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  2. hehehe...LOVE u too ama! =D
    yup...sure .......

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