merenung siling termenung~

Aku hari ni terasa diperbodohakn GILA! ! ! mana tak nya.....memang salah aku...AIR YANG TENANG SENGAJA AKU KOCAKKAN DENGAN MEMBALING BATU...haihz....memang bergelombanglah jawabnya... tapi... hidup tanpa risiko sangat bosan... serius aku bagitaw kowang...tp,,padah lepas risiko tu,,,memnag tanggung sendiri lah DER..haha..
OK2....kembali ke topik asal. Gila AWKWARD kalau kitaa bagi message kat FB atau direct message kat Twitter kepada seseorang...tapi dia tak ada niat pun nak reply!!! aaarrrrgghhh...memang aku tak boleh terima...apalagi,,memang kebiasaannya kita sering ber CHIT CHAT.... whoa! ini lah kehidupan...
Payah sgt ke nak reply dengan mengatakan "aku buzy, sory...." atau "aku dah malas nak chat dgn kau..." atau "line xclear...susah nak reply...".... sebab apa.....aku tunggu kau balas boley???!! macam bengong dok menghadap,, macam tunggu kucing bertanduk~ heshhh......
Klau nak orang buat baik dengan kita....sewajarnya, kitalah kena mulakan langkah tersebut.....~ menghrapkan terbaik daripada orang...tapi, perangai HAMPEH apa ceritaaa......... adoy...tak respectlah macam niyh....
Wahai makhluk tuhan...tolonglah sedar......keegoan kau menyusahkan orang lain.......~~
Jangan susahkan org, klu hidup xnak susah la kawan....~ =,=

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A hard decision

Hi, As usual, when suddenly I come here to write things down meaning I wanted to pour something out of my heart. A hard decision. Yes it is. 2020 is a new start but also the end of my first career.. yes, I quick from the job.. a job once was my dream.. an engineer which is my field of study. Almost a year I find it tough to stand it... Work pressure, bully, insufficient training, being blame.. 98% independent. No one give a sufficient guidance,,a wise manager who I looked up to being terminated in 24h notice. Till then, I've stop learning... Nobody competent enough to guide me (us) as a young engineer. At first, I thought I am a troublesome, so slow not picking up fast... But,, after sometimes I realized I hv done more than enough. The company never give enough input (training,, necessary skills..) and expect me (us) to come out with the outstanding output. It so good enough we are able to perform the job accordingly/satisfactorily. As a young engineer or a middle positio...

Compilation of computer aided assignment =='

Here we go ! Now I would like to announce that I am officially ended with my 3rd semeseter !!! oyeahhhh!! #crazyfrogdance Simply say, my third semester was absolutely incredible! I was like zombie all day with my swollen eye bag eyes.. phewww~ T,T Frankly say, throughout my life, I never burned the midnight oil ! Not because I am a hardworking person, study everyday so that I didn't do so.. ermmm... It's only because that was not my routine~ HEHE And noww... I want to show you guys my workload during my 3rd semester specifically on my computer aided class. By the way, I supposed to hate this subject but after all, I still could finished up all assignments by myself ! with NO PLAGIARISM for sure :3 This was one of the assignments which my friends and I stayed up all night, encountered so many troubles till one time Ama's laptop down and she needed to do all again from the beginni...

NOTA HATI

Pagi ni hujan .. lebat.. sejuk.. sesejuk hatiku yang beku ~ kenapalah aku tetiba dok rajin scroll timeline dia pagi2 nih.. kan dah zentap.. ye lahh.. sedar diri sikit.. kau tu bukannya his 1st love. aku dah sedia maklum, tapi masih lagi ada api cemburu dalam hati aku ni .. kenapa ? mungkin sebab, aku rasa aku jujur dengan perasaan diri sendiri terhadap dirinya, dan dia juga telah berbuat perkara yg sama terhadap si Dia yg terdahulu. sayangnya kamu terhadap dirinya... kuatnya rasa kasihmu terhadap dirinya... sampaikan aku rasa, aku belum lagi menakluki sepenuh jiwamu. mungkin banyak lebihnya dirinya berbanding diriku.. mungkin banyak kenangan, memori indah dirimu bersama dirinya.. yang menjadi rahsia, rapi disimpan olehmu.. aku cemburu kenapa kamu tak lagi begitu bersama diriku ? tidak bahagiakah kamu setelah berada disampingku ? aku silap merasakan bahawa kau telah menjadi milikku sepenuhnya.. aku tertanya-tanya, siapakah yang akan kau rindui ketika berseorang...

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