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Covid-19

The first time ever in my life I experience this kind of restricted movement. Everybody all around the state is forbidden to move around without any valid reason. Covid-19 is a pandemic virus that spreading world wide. First detection is at Wuhan, China. It happened around early of February during Chinese New Year Festival. Then, it spreads fast and collapses so may countries in various sectors. I am not going to blabbering too much on the global phenomenon, but more on my country specifically about my closest ones. :) The incident happening now gives me the once in a blue moon opportunity to witness my husband works from home #WFH. And I believe, most of Malaysians are practicing this, as only essential sectors like food, medical etc are allowed to keep operating business physically. Every morning, my routine is to makesure my husband wakes up on time and clock in his job. But, once he got engrossed with his work, he will tend to forget the meal time. Most of the time, he will ski
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A hard decision

Hi, As usual, when suddenly I come here to write things down meaning I wanted to pour something out of my heart. A hard decision. Yes it is. 2020 is a new start but also the end of my first career.. yes, I quick from the job.. a job once was my dream.. an engineer which is my field of study. Almost a year I find it tough to stand it... Work pressure, bully, insufficient training, being blame.. 98% independent. No one give a sufficient guidance,,a wise manager who I looked up to being terminated in 24h notice. Till then, I've stop learning... Nobody competent enough to guide me (us) as a young engineer. At first, I thought I am a troublesome, so slow not picking up fast... But,, after sometimes I realized I hv done more than enough. The company never give enough input (training,, necessary skills..) and expect me (us) to come out with the outstanding output. It so good enough we are able to perform the job accordingly/satisfactorily. As a young engineer or a middle positio

Pimples break out !!!

          Hye guys :) so long not to write anything here.. As the title mentioned, I would like to share some bittersweet experience that happened to me              several years ago. Currently issues regarding local products really overwhelming us as women.            We heard so many 'hot' topics regarding this. When was this started to happen?? HAHA.  I also have no idea. Btw, most of us Asian women tend to find products that help whitening the skin complexion without really know how do those products work. WHY?? I guessed this is because Asian stigmatization by which girls with fair complexion define the beauty. This is totally misleading!! We should care most on the skin health regardless of skin colours. Personally I awe with those who have glowing, pinkish and healthy skin though they are middle-aged :) **applaud** After all, thing happened differently on me. I faced with break-out not because of products obsessions :( But because of my carelessness. My lackadaisi

I survived Engineering School !!

Hello and morning guys.. How are you doing...? :)        After a long long time not to visit my blog, so today I would like to post some come back entry. HA HA HA XD  "I survived engineering school" as the title stated above, yea I already finished my undergraduate study and now waiting for convocation. To be true, it is actually hard guys to finish undergrad studies especially engineering... But Alhamdulillah, I made it guys..I made it even with full of hardness.           4 years which comprised of 8 semesters altogether were not a short period. Until now, I just realised I turned 23 already???!!! Oh dear.....sooo old and still immature lady.         There were a lot of memories created along my final semester *especially Of course good and bad memories. :) The bad memory that I could remember was that I was needed to change my Final Year Project, FYP title when there were about 3 days more for the first proposal presentation day. I was absolutely PANIC. Very ve

transmission line

     wahai hati..          berhentilah menyeksa batinku, sahabatmu...      berhentilah kamu bersedih, berduka.. penat sang mata, sahabatmu merembeskan airnya...      wahai hati..      aku tahu engkau tabah, engkau ikhlas.. jangan sakiti dirimu..      akal juga penat memujuk kamu wahai hati...      kenapa kamu selalu mementingkan dirimu sendiri.. bersedih selalu ?      hari ini, mata melihat sesuatu.. maafkan mata kerana ternampak senyuman dia, yang membuatkan hati          rasa sedih...     akal, kamu fikirlah sendiri relevannya... pujuk hati yang sedang sedih ~      #berjalan dengan linangan air mata        

NOTA HATI

Pagi ni hujan .. lebat.. sejuk.. sesejuk hatiku yang beku ~ kenapalah aku tetiba dok rajin scroll timeline dia pagi2 nih.. kan dah zentap.. ye lahh.. sedar diri sikit.. kau tu bukannya his 1st love. aku dah sedia maklum, tapi masih lagi ada api cemburu dalam hati aku ni .. kenapa ? mungkin sebab, aku rasa aku jujur dengan perasaan diri sendiri terhadap dirinya, dan dia juga telah berbuat perkara yg sama terhadap si Dia yg terdahulu. sayangnya kamu terhadap dirinya... kuatnya rasa kasihmu terhadap dirinya... sampaikan aku rasa, aku belum lagi menakluki sepenuh jiwamu. mungkin banyak lebihnya dirinya berbanding diriku.. mungkin banyak kenangan, memori indah dirimu bersama dirinya.. yang menjadi rahsia, rapi disimpan olehmu.. aku cemburu kenapa kamu tak lagi begitu bersama diriku ? tidak bahagiakah kamu setelah berada disampingku ? aku silap merasakan bahawa kau telah menjadi milikku sepenuhnya.. aku tertanya-tanya, siapakah yang akan kau rindui ketika berseorang

Unforgettable S E P E T ~

            Hello everyone :) This entry exclusively I want to share about my very first pet ----------> S E P E T ! But sadly, he was no longer in this world. This cat had died and the whole family of mine can feel his absence.  First of all, Sepet was not a Persian type of cats or any other glamour kind of cats.. He was only a stray cat. He got white base fur colour and several spot of orange colours. I still remember when the first time he came to our house and like begging for food... He was very ugly, got injured, very thin that I could see his rib cage... and got disgusting ringworms around his body... Oh my God.. poor cat.. Ayah fed him by giving a bowl of rice mixed with a bit of fish.. Cat is seem to be the last listed pet for Ayah. Ayah had a kind of historical, unforgettable memories with cats before. Ayah once got a cat but he defecated on his bed. This was all made him upset !! Since then, Ayah is less interested in cats...... But then, because of humanity and