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     wahai hati..
   
     berhentilah menyeksa batinku, sahabatmu...

     berhentilah kamu bersedih, berduka.. penat sang mata, sahabatmu merembeskan airnya...

     wahai hati..

     aku tahu engkau tabah, engkau ikhlas.. jangan sakiti dirimu..

     akal juga penat memujuk kamu wahai hati...

     kenapa kamu selalu mementingkan dirimu sendiri.. bersedih selalu ?

     hari ini, mata melihat sesuatu.. maafkan mata kerana ternampak senyuman dia, yang membuatkan hati
   
     rasa sedih...

    akal, kamu fikirlah sendiri relevannya... pujuk hati yang sedang sedih ~

 
   #berjalan dengan linangan air mata

   

   

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