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      Post aq yg bru niy, bukan sbb aq homesick...huhu. Nk remind y'all awal2...tkot salah pham....ehemm....hee~ aq nk ckp kat sini yg aq sgt SAYANG mereka...iaitu ayah & ibu aq...... sehari ke sehari aq smakin dewasa.....smlm pon genap umo aq nineteen....dan,,,dlm mse yg same ayh ngan ibu jgak semakin mningkat umor nye..... huh...kdg2 rse seronok jd org yg besa.....tp, dr sudut yg laen...aq sdar yg.......ibu ngan ayh akn semakin mninggalkn aq.....& adik-beradik yg len...='(
       Ayah slalu suruh kteowg bygkn klu ayh pergi seusia dgn nabi Muhammad S.A.W...(63 thun)...ayh soh kire bape thun lg yg tnggal.....=(  aq....aq....aq tkot nk kire sbb aq twu dah xlame..........ayh ckp itu maksimum! mksudnye....probability, mungkin lebeyh awal........=( aaarrgggghhhh.....aq xmmpu...xsnggup....nk b'fikir ke arah itu...tapi,, walau mcm mne pon........bnde ini pasti terjadi....yg mne sseorg yg hidup, psti akn mnemui ajalnye..t'msuk ayh ngn ibu aq....... ='(....
           Sdeyhla ble fikir mnde niyh...tp, aq da lme set kt dlm pale otak aq bhw mnde ini pasti!!! cume lokasi...mase...........~ ayh pesan,, ayh xde hrta yg byk nk bg pusaka mcm owg laen......tp,ayh sekolahkn kteowg supaya kteowg dpt ilmu,berjaya....jd owg b'guna.....ble ini m'jd realiti...itulah "pusaka" yg kekal abadi utk kmi adek-beradek...... =(  ayah jgak ckp...........hubungan adek-beradek kne jage......jgn dah besa nnty gadoh2, xtgur sapa....xziarah-mnzirahi........klu ade yg sgt b'jaye antra kami nnti, jgn sisihkan antara kami walau semiskin, seteruk mne pon dye........sbb.................xwujud pon istilah "ex-kakak", "ex-abg" , "ex-adek"....TIDAK ADA...xmcm ex-gf atau ex-bf tuu........drh yg mngalir antara kmilah yg tdak boleyh d'sangkal lg........ =)
            huhhh......aq sgt b'pegang kpd kata2 ayh aq..... ayh aq la idol aq~ xde yg len....xkesala ape owg pndang pde ayh aq.....ibu aq........mrk sgt perfect! alhamdulillah aq d'lahirkn dlm keluarga ini... =) aq bdoa dan bharap....agar aq & adek beradek dpt jd ank yg brguna kpd owg tua.....setiap patah yg klua drp mulut mrk adalah butir2 mutiara yg sgt b'hrga............
           ............aq twu aq hnya mmpu menaip....ibu ngan ayh xtwu pon aq sgt m'hrgai mrk....aq xreti nk pamerkan secara fizikal...tp, ALLAH kan twu~~ =))) aq segann..........~  ape boleyh buat.....ni lah diiri aq, sifat yg ade dlm diri aq~~ =P sumenye b'gntung kpd diri masing2 mcm mne care kowg mentaati ibu & bapa... tapi......aq nk tegaskan kat sini...hargailah ibu bapa kowang.....slagi mrk masih ade......ibu ngn ayh xde galang gntinye......PERCAYALAH. ALLAH bg kite 1 ibu, 1 ayh je utk d'syngi dan d'hormati dan d'taati............jd....same2 la kite muhasabah yep? =)

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